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"So I was thinking while watching the Subway 5 dollar footlong commercial...I'm thinking, what if a male prostitute was named that?" - *dynamic-quatro


my life is currently at its worse and scariest part. here i thought that october of 2007 would be the worse time of my life, but i was wrong. and its all thanks to my shit father and submissive mother.
i won't go into details, but just know that i feel like shit right and serious want to get as far away as i can from this hellhole. i'm counting down the days until i can get away and go back to chico - my REAL home where i'm accepted and loved and don't have to worry about falling asleep.
i must say though - i regret nothing. the bastard had it coming and i'm proud for what i did.

i apologize to you, pat. i fucked up hard. i just hope you can see that it isn't my fault and that he did indeed deserve it.

all i can say is that my father is dead to me. i will no longer talk to him (and if i do, it will only be to tell him to stop talking to me, or tell him what a horrid person he is) and will try my hardest to never be in the same room as him. just seeing his face makes me angry.

i'm still working on art right now because i feel horrible about taking so long for my commission. it will be done, even if it doesn't happen until i go home to chico. right now i'm trying to figure out ways to get out of this house and away from the both of them.

so to you, coco and paige, expect calls from me. i need you right now.



"Saying that referencing for art is wrong is like saying that no one laid eyes on a human before drawing one."